Thursday, September 29, 2005

Speaking to Me

כ״ו אלול, תשס״ה

There is a passage in this week’s parasha that I feel is speaking directly to me, at this juncture in my life. Devarim 30:12-14 reads as follows:

לֹא בַשָּׁמַיִם הִוא לֵאמֹר מִי יַעֲלֶה-לָּנוּ הַשָּׁמַיְמָה וְיִקָּחֶהָ לָּנוּ וְיַשְׁמִעֵנוּ אֹתָהּ וְנַעֲשֶׂנָּה׃ וְלֹא-מֵעֵבֶר לַיָם הִוא לֵאמֹר מִי יַעֲבָר-לָנוּ אֶל-עֵבֶר הַיָם וְיִקָּחֶהָ לָּנוּ וְיַשְׁמִעֵנוּ אֹתָהּ וְנַעֲשֶׂנָּה׃ כִּי-קָרוֹב אֵלֶיךָ הַדָּבָר מְאֹד בְּפִיךָ וּבִלְבָבְךָ לַעֲשֹׂתוֹ׃

“It is not in the heavens, to say, ‘Who will go up for us to the heavens and take it for us and we will listen and do it.’ And it is not across the ocean, to say, ‘Who will cross over for us to the other side of the ocean and take it for us and we will listen and do it.’ Rather it is very close to you, this thing, in your mouth and in your heart, to do it.” (translation mine)

The verses themselves are referring to the concept of t’shuva, and they are very valuable in that context, but on reading them earlier this week I took them to heart as a reference to the entire Torah and my potential to absorb it and live it. May I have the koach and the presence of mind to make the best possible use of that capacity this year and throughout my life.

SHANA TOVA!!!

OK, so I have a couple of posts already composed or in the process of being composed on my computer, but right now I'm on someone else's computer and can't get to them. Nevertheless, I want to wish a k'tiva v'chatima tova -- an inscription and seal in the Book of Life -- and a shana tova u'metuka -- a good, sweet (and happy, healthy, peaceful, meaningful) year to everyone.

Chag sameach -- happy holiday!

(Back to my regular posting style, glossary etc...when I can)

Sunday, September 25, 2005

A Word About the Fence/Wall

כ"א אלול, תשס"ה

Yesterday, on my way up to the Old City, I came into a park that had an overlook over an expanse of the southeastern part of Jerusalem. Looking closely, I could see the concrete section of the security fence winding its way over the hills. This lifesaving/inconvenient/troublesome thing looks like the sound barriers along highways in the States. You’d think that the mere presence of 2,000-year-old walls in front of me would obviate the need for a sign saying, “Objects in this panorama are more significant than they appear”… but no.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Long Absence

כ״א אלול, תשס״ה
Just an apology for my disappearance. I've been on the planet all this time, just not on the internet. Exactly a week ago I came back to this sidewalk bench for wireless, but for some inexplicable reason couldn't log in. I'm very glad it seems to have been just a fluke; meanwhile I've been trying to convince my apt-mate to do the necessary phone-work to get us signed up for ADSL, since I'm lacking sufficient confidence in my Hebrew skills to attempt it myself.

This shabbat was quiet but very nice. I went to a different shul than a couple of weeks ago Friday night, but it was also very sing-y and full of ruach. I had one cold meal planned for myself, and I intended to take up the open hospitality-pairing offer that most of the shuls have for the other one. But I had dinner at home, and then when I woke up this morning, it was quiet. It's the first time since I've been here that I didn't hear children shouting, bells ringing, piano playing, etc. even before I opened my eyes. I spent about a half-hour lying in bed thinking that I'd get up, get dressed and go to shul any minute...and then decided I just couldn't give up the peace. Besides, I've been up before 9 every day for the last two weeks -- often before 8 and sometimes before 7. So I stayed in bed a while longer, changed out of pajamas but not into shabbat clothes, davened, ate, learned some, took a nap, ate some more, then decided I was tired of sitting around...and walked to the kotel for mincha! It was a really nice walk, complete with lovely gardens and spectacular views, to say nothing of the final destination. It had been bothering me that I had been in Yerushalayim for more than two weeks and hadn't been to the Old City yet at all, and I'm pleased to find it was so simple to get there by foot.

I'll hopefully post more in the near future...but no promises. I need to have both the time to write and the ability to get online -- but I'll try. Shavua tov to all!

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Full

ט״ו אלול, תשס״ה
My shabbat was so wonderful, so complete and rich, that I was left feeling simply full. Full of rest, of singing, of spirituality and Torah, of new relationships being cultivated, of new appreciations, of much-needed interactions, of the extraordinary surroundings of Yerushalayim, and last but certainly not least, of food. If even half of my shabbatot here can be as special as this one was…

Monday, September 12, 2005

Yay For Wireless!

ט' אלול, תשס"ה
As I mentioned, I don't yet have internet service at home. But I'm sitting on a bench on the sidewalk on Emek Refaim, in front of a grocery store, across the street from many of the cafes, listening to the English and Hebrew swirling around me (this is a big hang-out place for Anglos!) and to the music from an exercise class coming out of a window overhead. And blogging. This is life!

And yes, I've started classes. It's intense, but don't have anything coherent to say yet. Stay tuned...

Sunday, September 11, 2005

My New Home

ז' אלול, תשס"ה

My apartment is, as my apt-mate put it, “a good shell.” It will take some work to make it home, but hopefully it’ll happen. The last few days I have been occupied with getting my bearings in the neighborhood, and trying to find the necessary household furnishings and accessories at halfway reasonable prices. Both activities are still in process, and I’ve been to an interesting assortment of shopping arenas – a mall, a home center, a huge mega-supermarket (on a Thursday night when it seemed as if all the other patrons were buying their weekly supply of food for families of at least twelve), and the shuk (a.k.a Machane Yehuda, on a Friday afternoon when it’s at its peak of commotion).

The nicest part of my apartment by far is a huge front window made up of three panes, which can be opened by sliding either one or two of which behind the third. When it is wide open it makes the front room almost like a balcony (which we don’t have), and makes the entire common space of the apartment airy. There are two elementary schools across the street, so there is the sound of children playing outside all day, and at intervals there is a gentle, four-tone electronic chime which is the equivalent of a school bell here. There is a tree a few feet from the window, so when the breeze blows it rustles the leaves, and the window faces approximately north-northeast, so there is sun in the morning.

Speaking of direction, I had a thrilling realization the first morning. I wanted to daven shacharit, but I didn’t know which way was east, so I pulled out my map of the city. Looking it over, however, I realized that although all my life it had been ingrained in me to daven facing east, so as to face Jerusalem, here in Jerusalem I needed to face towards the Old City, within which is the kotel and har habayit. And that…is north-northeast from my apartment! So my favorite spot in this new home is also becoming my makom kavua, my customary space for prayer.

The buildings are all made of Jerusalem stone, which I think is beautiful, but they don’t actually all look the same. Some are rough cut and some smooth; some are stained and crumbling and others a fresh, bright cream color; some have a preponderance of ugly metal sheeting on the fronts, trisim and otherwise, and others have uniquely-placed mirpasot built deliberately where there is nothing above them, and often with permanent beams over them, in order to accommodate sukkot. The streets in the neighborhood are mostly named after the shvatim and other random Biblical characters, with a few other theme-appropriate ones thrown in, such as Kibutz Galuyot, “Ingathering of Exiles.” So far I’ve only walked along a limited selection of routes, but already I’ve passed four shuls. I’m thinking I’ll try a new one each week…

That’s about all there is to tell at this point. I begin my classes tomorrow morning…I’m sure there will soon be much more to tell and much less time to tell it in!

Saturday, September 10, 2005

A Few Notes

ז' אלול, תשס"ה

Well, I’m here in Jerusalem, and slowly getting settled. I can tell now that my posts in the near future will have certain characteristics that could do with explanation, so:

1) I do not yet have internet access at home, and until I do I will probably write when I have time to do so and connect to the internet to actually post what I write at other times, but I’ll post-date to when I wrote (on Israel time, of course).

2) I will probably be using many more Hebrew and Jewish-related words than I have so far, so I have begun building a glossary to which each of these words in the new posts will be linked. Eventually I hope to have all such words in previous posts (with the exception of extremely basic ones like shabbat) linked and explained as well. For now, please consider the glossary a work in progress.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Over and Out

Well, that's it. I'm about to disconnect the router. Next time you hear from me, b"H, will be from eretz hakodesh. Farewell!

Grandiose Feelings of Destiny

This song has been running in my head since I woke up this morning:

"פתאום קם אדם בבוקר ומרגיש כי הוא עם ומתחיל ללכת,
ולכל הנפגש בדרכו קורא הוא שלום"

"Suddenly a man [or a human] wakes up in the morning and feels he is a nation and begins to walk
And to all he meets on his way he calls out 'Shalom!'
"

T-10

Monday, September 05, 2005

Challenge

T-24:45 and counting. My mom took me out to my last Eden Wok all-you-can-eat buffet, and my furtune cookie was quite amazingly apropos: "There are many new opportunities that are being presented to you."

Ain't that the truth...

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Um...Countdown Time?

48 hours and counting...

Saying It Like It Is

When I was up in Ithaca last week, my friend Ilan showed me a marvelous T-shirt that was produced by Cornell Engineering students. The front is quite innocuous:

The back, however, tells all:


The last thing I need is another T-shirt, but it was just too perfect -- I couldn't resist. I bought it off of him on the spot.

The funniest part, though, is the picture I saw on the front page of the Cornell Daily Sun, showing students selling the shirts on campus under the caption "Engineering Pride" HA!

Spooky Prescience

On September 12, 2001, I remember walking down the street on the way to find out when and how to donate blood to a local hospital, and I stopped short in front of an advertisement on the side of a phone booth. It was a silhouette of the twin towers, and there was some implication in the ad that I found extremely eery. I've been trying to remember what the gist of it was, or even what it was an ad for, but I'm not succeeding. All that stuck with me was the sense that the people who created it and put it up a week or two earlier must have been feeling rather ill around then.

I'm only recalling this at all because The History Channel is running an ad on the sides of NYC buses for their show on Rome: Engineering an Empire that says, "The World's First Superdome: Rome" with a sketch of the Collosseum.

What's going on???

[I know many people have been asking that question regarding much more pertinent and urgent matters related to Katrina's destruction and our government's lack of sufficient response, but I have nothing original to say. It's dreadful.]